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Tuesday, May 12th, 2009
11:38 am
I've been in a really shitty mood lately... I hate this.

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Wednesday, March 11th, 2009
10:21 am
I have too much work to be on this thing... which I guess is the reason I'm on this thing. Vicious.Cycle.

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2009
11:27 am
Dad's still hanging in there... but the Rehab place he's in is giving me 48 hours to find a morgue to send him to... you know... in case shit happens.



i can't wait to have my life back.

current mood: aggravated

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Monday, January 5th, 2009
2:22 pm - 2009, please be gentle
I need some motivational help to get out of this physical, mental and emotional rut.

My body aches, my head is cloudy and my heart is exhausted.

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Wednesday, December 10th, 2008
10:25 am - sometimes...
you wake up just fucking hating yourself...

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Monday, October 27th, 2008
1:59 pm
I dreamt my car was covered in red ants, millions and millions of red ants and they were crawling all over my legs... there were some bees to...


To see ants in your dream, signifies your general dissatisfaction in your daily life. You are feeling neglected and insignificant. Petty things will annoy you throughout the following day. You will learn that cooperation will be the only way to achieve your desires.

Ants also symbolize hard work, diligence and industry. Increase business activities are expected. On a less positive note, ants symbolize social conformity and mass action. In this regard, you may feel that your life is too structured and orderly.

According to the biblical interpretations, ants symbolize diligence concerning the things of God. Despite its small size, the ant lays up substance during times of plenty. (Prov 30:25)


To see bees in your dream, symbolizes good luck, harmony, and bliss. Bees are also symbolic of work and industry as represented by the common phrase "busy as a bee." Or something could be buzzing with activity. Is there a lot going on in your life.

To dream that you are stung by a bee, indicates that you have been wronged. Maybe you have been hurt by some stinging remark.

WEIRD. it's amazing how your subconscious will never lie.

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Thursday, October 9th, 2008
3:46 pm
i shouldn't have come into work today. it's a law firm... of course everyone's jewish!

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Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
1:13 pm
when you're feeling shitty and unattractive, always go chop your hair off. well, maybe not all off...

i have a 6:00 p.m. appointment with a new place... nervous but excited.

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Sunday, October 5th, 2008
11:04 am - drill drill drill, Eve Ensler

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Saturday, September 13th, 2008
7:40 pm - acid tongue
I really didn't think she could do it, but Jeny Lewis's second album is even better than the amazing first. I can't wait until it's released and I can use it and abuse it for months.

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Thursday, September 4th, 2008
8:57 am - ::sigh, grunt, moan::
i really hope the McCain/Palin ticket doesn't win. I'm tired of this ufta bullshit.

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Sunday, August 10th, 2008
8:49 pm - I love my free parking at the Beach...
Today, I learned how to fly a kite, and I learned that a) it's fun, b) it's pretty easy if the winds are up, and c) it can strain your neck!


fun times...

current mood: calm

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Friday, August 8th, 2008
9:29 am
my family is really bumming me out.

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Tuesday, July 29th, 2008
12:50 pm
shake shake shake...

i didn't even get to feel it.


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Saturday, July 26th, 2008
3:02 am - quote of the week!
''Dude, I've never seen an unerect penis.''

My sister is so funny...

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Wednesday, July 16th, 2008
2:04 pm - but then there are cool things at Venice
I just bought a patch from this guy who sews pictures onto patches using a solar powered sewing machine... it's pretty awesome...

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Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
9:11 pm
we have no plans for the Fourth of July.

gas is too expensive to drive anywhere.

work is feeling more like work and not a semi nervous breakdown.

i love daniel and my dates with NPR while stuck in traffic.

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Thursday, June 26th, 2008
12:48 pm
oh... and i'm obsessed with anime now...

Ghost in the Shell II, the movie and all of Evangelion Neon Genesis.

tight as fuck.

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Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
10:20 am
i can't do this anymore!

i need to leave this place ALONE for at least a weekend... I can't fucking stand my life right now.

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Monday, March 24th, 2008
10:58 am
i don't want to be depressed anymore.

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